Moral ( Hope someone will Understand )

Happiness is temporary. Sadness is forever. I've lost friends too. One friend named Aki died. Even though we are not as closed, but as a friend, it is always good to pay respect to him. Till now I have not. I was informed of his death after a new year have past. And his death was on X'mas. Sad? Indeed I am. But not all of it is about him, I am sad about those who did not inform me. And by the way, the girl who inform me are not as close to me. But you all, this so-called good friends don't even gave me an opportunity to see his last. yap, it hurts.

Now, I would tell all a story, a story about betrayal of friends. I can't get it over till now. So I would just write it down for a sharing session. I was in a basketball team. yeap, indeed I was not as good. In my secondary school, it is cool to be a basketball player due to all the notorious act and disciplinary record we had. Of course and seriously, I did not joined the club for these reasons. Its because of my passion since primary school. I got to know, Andrew, Jingtai, Royston, Edward, Yuyuan, Yiming and some small characters in my life that also doesn't need to be named. Royston ( steals my Olympus Camera ) was always bullying me and always challenging the system. Andrew is a loser who is rich and was made use by all the others, except me because I am not that greedy. Jingtai always thinks he is right and I'm wrong no matter how I try to maintain all friendship. Yuyuan is always the Mr.Nice Guy. Edward was a crap and snobbish shit. Yiming is fat and is forever a useless guy who always get bully and act that he is the boss. As for me, I am always the quiet and always kana bully type. Only thing in common is we share one common thing which is passion for bball.

As we entered our journey joining different CSC for zone competition, I nv improve until I meet Toh, my Coach. He tot me secretly about his experience. We were close and he often send me home and talk to me about the team. Once, Sanchun was in the car with us as Alvin asked about the team, Jingtai and Andrew are doing. I said they are great players and deserved to be in the first team. After that night, Jingtai and Andrew started to drift our friendship away from each other. I wondered why, till now I don't have an answer. Most probably is that someone stabbed me in the back and its Sanchun or even Denver and another highly possible guy is Toh that change my words.

I was handed the No.13 jersey that I always wanted. Before going for Youth Cup, I received a call from Denver saying they don't want me in the team as I am not good enough. I said its ok. And next day, I return the jersey and nv to be seen again. I climbed back and I don't have to be in a team or competition to beat them. I joined another team, not to be known and beat them. And they sucked. I've realised that it is them who pulled back my potential because we are all shooters. And one more important thing I've realised is nv to trust anybody, including girlfriends. Not that I don't want, I can't... anymore. This story tells everybody 2 things, even if you are being nice and good to people, doesn't mean they will do the same. And also, Potential will never be judge by anyone else except yourself.