Felt better

Was not very happy at the start and I did something I've not able to for a very long time. confession to my guanyin ma. Told her everything and I felt better as I know she is there. Hahaha... sounds very christian huh? thats just the way I tell my goddess.

Then I faster finish my things and go for my daily training. Today went to do a 16laps swimming and a short run. My last lap was crazy, I gastric till cannot. But managed to finished it. Maybe because I skip lunch today because I was busy with all my thoughts.

I think next time I will keep things to myself and Guanyin ma. Po Pi wa xin tei peng peng an an soon soon li li, zou gang peng peng an an, wu nai xim, mai hui xim. HUAT AH!!! LOL...

Oh ya, my camp mates all thinking I am not happy weeks or days ago, I was wondering why........ they ask me, I was like.. huh? But i nv put much reaction because I dunno how to react then today went I was abit not ok, no one knows. LOL!!! Actually, come to think of it, its nice to have friends who cares. Thanks a lot and really appreciate it.

1 more thing, those who are what they called freethinker, I dunno what you guys are thinking. its always nice to have a religion and some god to talk to, u really will feel good religiously... Try it~