To be Or Not To be

I am in the middle of my own confusion. Because of my childish act with friends, people think I am really childish and knows nothing abt being mature. I guess, it does hurts. I just wanna clarify that I don't wanna be mature wherever I go and when ever I go. This sucks!! I guess because of my young-looking face, this makes me more suitable to the word childish bah! LOL.. Darn! I think i will now choose when to be childish than when to be matured.

Btw, petty! I encounter people who are very petty and petty to the max loh. I was once petty, but as I grow, I tend not to feel anything about it, and even I do, I will just forget it in awhile. But some friends of mine are really petty lah! ARGHHH!!! My mother tell me for them to be petty for real small things, they are just those immature losers and will not success in anything. The real successor will be the one able to hold his ground and tolerate and think in the situation of chaos than those who feel for themselves and just themselves over little things. So don't let them enter your life, let them live outside ur heart. Then u will left with those in your heart to care for and not waste time for those around your heart.