worried

Seriously I am not anxious about what happen around me now. I am very down on only one thing, which is, studies.

Yes yes, a lot of people tell me that I am those kind of person who dun need to sweat to study for anything as I have the talent in it. But since young, i don't wanna do it, I dun wanna be a nerd mugging and now I've suffered. I scored super grades during my last sem in Poly but I guessed its too late for me to think through.

Now looking at all the Uni, I regretted not studying as they need grades that are B/C. I wonder my last Sem grades can cover my 4 sems disaster on the course I do not like... ponder ponder, wonder, wonder.....