Just wanna say out.

Declaration: What mentioned below are just thoughts of mine. I just felt disappointed other than that who cares. LOL..

Why am i so determine to get recognition in this organization? I'm still thinking where my fault lies. I settled things while doing transport. I make things happen and now after my fire died down due to some changes, I felt despair. I always enjoy doing what I do. At least give me a title for myself so that I know what I am suppose to do. And now I am not disappointed for me to go to ground. But I'm disappointed on what have I done to be pushed ard. few months ago, I am a white collar, now, I've become a blue collar. I could onli laugh it off due to my nature.

I also accepted myself to go down to grd to train my fitness too. I am glad and the thought of teaching ppl skills that I've learned, I am the most excited and delighted. But hours ago, news been heard that I may not be transferred. This make my mood gone bad again. I am a person with no such ans like " maybe, ok loh, dunno leh ". I am a more direct person as in yes/no, true or false, there is no third ans. However, this situation puts me in dilemma. I dun like the feeling.