had it already

Since the end of last year, i have this bad luck coming on. How to avoid? People say just by not caring about it. So i did just about it. But! It just keeps coming. Remember the MIA friend stated at some blogs update ago? I've ask Seck wang to get in touch with her family and asked about her whereabouts. And Seck wang tell me that her dad told him that she long time nv went home already and Seck wang feels that the father said this in a tone that means it normal for her not to be home for a long time. How can i recover from what happened recently when more same things are happening to me? Emotionally downslope, physically downslope.

I can only shout for help here and in my heart.