Something is bothering..

Ever having this day or this situation when you wanna confide into someone and they always say we are in the same situation, and what you really need is not someone in your same situation. This is because some people, like me, don't like to confide into someone who will say I also littat. This is not that comforting as what they think. Its the same as u telling someone to calm down during work and they will say you come and do! This is totally out of point right.

I am someone who dun like to burden and being a self-proclaim psychologist, I already predicted what people will tell me if I confide or talk about my problem, I guess all this years, i kind of refuse to say out what's bothering me. People says that when you let it out of your heart, you will feel better, HELL NO! Those are for simple and naive people who have a simple brain structure made from what ever construction in China that results in numerous death after the Earthquake.

I am sitting in my office doing my work. I am happy here definitely. But it also doesn't mean i dun have one of those days. Those day when u are facing computer from morning till late evening and still there. Need to shout and stretch.

Just then i was feeling not well in the first half of my day and i thought that it is just in time as its been like hmm.. 2 yrs since I've caught fever, and it will be good to re-antibiotize my body!! Suddenly felt lost again and trust me, this is just the start.