Starting to move faster

The world is rotating very quickly and it is currently savaging on each individuals time. There are a lot of blocks in my mind this few days. Nope, i am not talking about being stuck, but there is a lot of things in my mind. The study block took up most of the seats in it.

I have the money for my studies all thanks and also grateful to my Mum and Dad who saved up for me. And now, i have only to decide the full or part-time degree? Am i capable to do it? Am i able to survive without the benefits from a steady income? Will I be able to cope if i am working too? Do i have the same determination as when i was having my last semester in Poly? Do i have a choice or have i already made up which I have not discover yet? Random questions are like fleas feasting me like a dog, preferably husky.

Today is my old friend Yiling's birthday. My wife and my friends went over to her burial place and take a look at her. Well, i was still searching for my own answer why I do not wish to attend it together. But Joel forced it out and I was shocked myself too. Its really not a tough interrogation by him, but maybe the answer is there and as I said, i guessed I had not realized it yet. Ans: I couldn't bear and ready to see her again.

Had a quiet Christmas with my wife, and I mean really quiet. On Friday night, I guessed I gave my girlfriend a shocked. My tummy had this sudden ache, but it all started with my heart. I should admit i have a lot of problem with my heart during my army days. It turns cold on and off.

and I still ponder.... Journalism or PR.......