Motivation

It's so low nowadays. I'm not talking about employment rate, neither am I talking about low in knowledge. I need to be inspired, may it come from a song, a true and really inspiring story (not referring to stories of those ex-hardcore gamblers or whatever)To tell the truth, I've done more for people than myself. Maybe some may say they didn't see it, but it's there and done. So it's alright.

Motivation - the state or condition to be motivated. My motivations are slowly fading away. I need something which will occupy me for the whole day. I can't stop working. I'm a super workaholic. I can't stop or should I say I do not want to stop. My whole life now seems to be switched into slow mode. Motivations are moving, but it is currently traveling slower than a snail. It's killing me. My huge ambition and ego are feasting me inside rather than having them feasting on my hard work. I need to shout, I need to be released. I need opportunity and I guess I need a big project.

My motivation now is to earn more money as I need it and also studying for good grades in my studies. But if I have to and can balance, why not give me all? I'm just so vexed.

I just can't wait for next Thursday where my greatest challenge will commence - Studies.