Best Friends? Next Life? No Chance.

I've met Gary during our Secondary 2 days. We were not that best of friends. But we got close when he said in front of me during our Secondary 5 class. Our class was superbly united. Hang out together, studied together. The so-called BGC was formed by him. It consist of me, him, kok yeow, Andrew, Jingtai, Yuyuan, Peiling, Kin Lim, Shilin, Keegan, Kenny and Yongqing. We would always hangout even till Poly and play basketball.

Now the best part starts. I was in poly and met my 2nd girlfriend, Ruby. We were together and I even intro her to all. We, including BGC hangout during our X'mas, I would say 4 years ago? Ok, skip that. Gary was a classic, why? After a long time, Ruby and my relationship was soon to end due to some incomparability. And Ruby showed me what my so-called best friend Gary had send her since the day i intro-ed them. He send sweet messages to her morning, afternoon and night. Wow~ of cos Ruby won't like this kind of shit. Weird? I did not even give Gary her number. Ruby denied giving that to him, and I know she would not because Gary is not her type. High possiblity, Gary took my phone and get her number, that explain why he was asking to see my new phone. Ok, now I should add why I don't like people to put arms around my shoulder and neck. Because Gary did that and said we were the best of friends and I trusted him and he did this behind my back with him having a 7 yrs girlfriend? How can he do this to a friend? Not to mention, best friend.

Peipei, now you know why last time when we were together, I don't bring you along with my friend? I admit, I am scare of history repeating. Its not that I don't trust you because I simply don't trust anybody anymore. I've seen this kind of darkness and I've been through. Nobody know its scariness. This explain why I really don't like to share my real sadness with anyone. I can't anymore. Or can I smile?