Normal

My mood very normal today. I am very relax this few days. I think after Chinese new year then I will start to complete my work. I love my Publication Room, so, it will be damn chio~ Can't believe a philosopher to say "Chio" this word!! LOL...

Ok, today my understudy cock up something real big. I try not to step in too much. Even though that his problems are the same as mine like before, but to me, mine seems to be able to resolve last min. I wanna thank all support that had given to me from all those who helped me and hope god give some of my luck too. NOT ALL!!! I still need it!! As I've said, I try not to step in too much b'cos doing my past work is a very tedious job as in having a glib tongue is important and also PR skill is utmost important. He is a 20yrs old young adult and that's the reason why I want him to learn as much independency as possible for when he goes out to the working world, he can apply and manage to survive out there. Good luck boy~

There is also fault in me, because I realized I did not passed down much knowledge as I've learn things mainly all on my own, Ya Lai did taught me once and listen then after a week no more! LOL!! that is why I don't know how to coach him. Damn~ Maybe Ya Lai is right, there is no such thing as spoon feed, being independent, it really means finding your resource to make a spoon, find your own food. So now I finally realise Ya Lai taught me a valuable lesson.

Independence = How much effort one put in to get it.