tiredd

Another posting about being tired. Woke up @ 0445hrs yesterday and those shitty people are late and make everybody feel why must we wake so early when it can be done in just 30mins to prepare? Stood from then and work from then till 1900hrs. See the difference?

After that went to my boss condo to have a BBQ. my office no one goes because of some reason. Can see from the face of my boss that he is quite disappointed. But when me and Aloy came, he felt contented I guess. LOL... I think we this old bird really show bad stuff to the young ones. Of course yesterday I felt unfairness. WHY SHOULD I DO THIS AND THAT? Yes I am angry. Yes I am fed up. I am not a regular, I am an NSF. I do not have this thought before, but now I had. Yes I am beginning to slack it off and yes I am beginning not to help people. ARGH!!!