Every now and then

Blog blog blog... Just hope technology reaches the place she have gone so that she can see my everyday life. Yes, i cannot forget. This pain is worse than ending a relationship.

Last night went to HOME. A big place and a nice place to chill. Kind of bewildered by the sound system. It is very good. haha.. less than 1hr, me and joel sorrow burns deep with finishing the bottle of chivas. I guess when you are in the state of grieve, u can beat anyone without getting drunk. LOL...

Try to smile, try to laugh. Can I? She wants us to be happy for her, she wants me not to let the ghost haunt me since the past get me. But she is now part of it. LOL... funny right. LOL..

Many things. We have yet to complete with each other. Where's our promise of outing? Fishing? Learning of Hip hop? Me and Joel haven teach you shuffling! What about the Thailand trip? Just hope u just wake up and tell me. I don't care u turn into what. I just wanna know the real reason. WHY?!?!?!!