Yes yes.. Good morning.

Its a disaster taking leave and its like I will never enjoy the carefree moments. I'm as good as still at work. Fuck up feeling man.. I think no one can understand except me and my colleagues in the branch can. Those people outside can happily go out and have fun and say we more free and fuck up in all ways. Then why don't they take a look at themselves? When they have problems, do we look like customer technical officer helping them solve problems and in the end we get the big Hu Ha from above? A very vicious cycle of just being too nice in the organization. I have to do something about it. So many thoughts I just hope I can unload it and really say what I feel to my boss's boss's boss.