Realise you Talent.

Its an importance to each and everyone to realize their talent. But for me, it seems mine have dimmed. Everybody is good in something and if you work hard u will get it. Parents instructed us to study hard and also concentrate. But I've failed to do that and ended in a course which filled me with lots of disappointment. Now in army and with less than 6 months left, what's hanging out there for me seem vague. Excited, yes I am. But greater pressure.

However, a respectable man told me this "work hard now even though it may not help you in future or even think of the future. If you can't even work hard now, how are you able to think of the future success?" - Ben Wong Meng Kee. I agreed.

But I still have this thought of why me. Can't seem to brush it off. I've always wanna help people, this is me. But what changed me? I don't know. Very puzzled and very blurred to find myself back. Maybe its just not what I enjoyed doing thats why I am not gonna help in things I won't enjoy? Or isit the past haunt me again? If you people feel it too, dun feel disappointed in me, because I felt it myself.