to be re-on to track

lost and still very lost. Miss Liew Yiling, u did this to me and Joel. Thats why we are lost. You asked me not to let the ghost of the past haunt me but u are joining them against me. Why?!? Please let me know really what happen that night? Please by anyway by any means..

Still felt sad and depressed. And definitely its not an excuse for not doing my work in camp. But well, i guess some will think it is but i don't care. Last night, Leong wai ask me what's bothering me, just say out i say none. But I will say out here i guess. what's bothering me is of cos Yiling. I really dunno. Even though she is gone, i still worry her, her afterlife. feel very pain. Many will say that this pain will go away but yet I guess and i can feel it that it will tag me for the rest of my life.... scary as it can be said.

ARGH!!!!

let's put that aside.

Last night chatted with Gerard. Yeah!! He wanna go SIM too. And we promised to enrol together. Hope can get into marketing and put up my brother's proj and we get distinction. LOL... ok, think too far. very bad.. LOL...