I am totally blurred out

This is the world of truth. I can continue to smile and walk this Earth like nothing happened. But when my world and this Earth quiets down, the heavy burden and past sets upon me. I guess this is what you ppl called it "EMO".

Yes, many ppl do not like a EMOtional guy. But who can lie to themselves when they are down? Above mentioned, yes, i am emo, i even derived an English word, Emopatic. It means a time when i am emo. I can party all night long, drink till my hearts out and laugh till my lungs burst. But, when I am going home alone, I will start to think what the hell am i doing. I don't think most of u know what i am talking. Because u guys are on the lower level thinking of what to buy with the salary and bonus than really cares what really important like should i saved it up for marriage.. ARGH... forget it...