Need to work

Well, definitely, just talk to Karen and i suddenly feel the chill sia.. because i was saying all this sad things and i feel like.... whatever... I am just me.. dun wanna burden anyone to listen to me... I mean its true.. Weihong is like this. Why? Because Weihong is like his mother. LOL... Dun like to trouble ppl. I guess thats why my mother is not always worry about me growing up. Even though i had my bad days and bad years, but its like i always walked out myself as I am a natural born thinker.

This few days of MC really turn me around. Sitting on my thinking chair and I start to think of cos...

I was like thinking, what am i like? I am thinking I was Hardworking, I followed rules, I thought for ppl, I helped ppl and this things just stop when i enter the service. They showed me no point doing that, they showed me nothing at all. I guess this is what changed me afterall.. Dun worry, this MC days i will continue to search myself out.