New Year Resolution

I am contented for what I have this year except for the bad ones or should I thank for it? Well, that's for me to decide. Now the New Year Resolution!

1) Bicycle
2) 42km Marathon Medal
3) Earn more money
4) Pass all my coming exams and any obstacles I am going to face
5) Be love by my gf and love her!
6) PS3
7) Be Strong
8) My family members be well and healthy
9) My friends to be happy and attached
10) Peace throughout the world and less irritants!

Now that's it. Now Tv is showing countdown. So just in time to post it before 12am. Happy 2009 Weihong and Siew luan!

Clarification of being branded flirt

When I was branded that during my secondary school days. It certainly have some impact on me and friends or those whom I dated ill-spoke of me and also scold me when i walked past.

Now as I grew, I feel proud about it. I am not handsome, I am not charismatic, but I got the girls. So what the guys can do about it? I am merely treating girls nicer than what others can't do it. That is where I've won't. For girls or friends of them who still hates me, I have certainly made an impact onto you girls more than the ex gfs that I had. They have all become my friends, although seldom have any conversations, but we are still friends. Any problem with that?

I have what it takes to make an impact, do u?

Love or hate me its up to u. Basically, I am all over with the keep on dating part. But I welcome more friends and friends that can put down or buried the hatchet make up with me. hehe...

I would like to apologize to Esther Chew for my evil done to her. During those days, this was one of the unforgivable sins I've done. Because of the way you treating my then friend Jason, I decided to get back to you. Luring you into my trap and did the baddest thing to you. Sorry and really sorry. I don't ask for forgiveness but just want to let it out crystal clear that I am apologetic.

My Past

Ever since I've stepped into my secondary school days....

Sec 1, I was a very quiet and represent my class for a story-telling competition appointed by my teacher and came in 2nd, lost to a express class. yea yea... won't elaborate more on that. Not to mention, good grades.

Sec 2, I am also still very quiet, good grades follows and was appointed as the junior counsillor. Nothing much to say except for throwing a chair at a friend for daring me to shut him and he did. Also shouting to shut the fucking class up when order needs to be imposed. I stood up for Xiaohui as she was bullied by this guy whom I dun really remember his face and name.

Sec 3 was the turn for me. Joined with a wrong group of friend, yet I feel they are the right group still. You will know what I mean when i proceed on. I smoke, I fight, i bully, I fell in love. The fell in love part was really what stood out. Started dating... and dating and dating and slowly branded as a "flirt"

Sec 4 was the N level part when I... ahem cheated with Jingtai for the Geography paper. got a poor 7, more than I expected but I still moved on to sec 5. During my sec 4, of course I still dated and dated.

Sec 5 was another dating and dating trip. Well, this is the year that is not funny at all. Friends suddenly started to turn their back from me after being so long as friends since sec 3 and believe words from god knows. None ever ask me or rectify with me the truth and I also don't feel the need to explain. I slowly moved towards depression just before O levels. Imagine so lonely awaiting for the exam to commence outside the examination hall where a group are hanging together which is the whole class. I am so disappointed and none asked me on what is the truth behind rumors.

After my O levels, these friends slowly came back to me and I think things were explained by others or the one that spread it. Playing basketball everyday awaiting for my results. Continued the friendship till poly and I did not realize that my depression was drag along too.

During my year 2 of poly, I brought along my then gf to a basketball game with my sec school friends. On the eve of the dramatic relationship, my then gf showed me the msg and it showed my so-call Brother or best friend in my sec grp was msging her sweet msges and morning msges. So furious and realized the truth I decided to break off entire friendship with the whole group and this is why I say i met better friends in sec 3.

Also in my life before poly, I need a friend to talk and stupid enough to think those sec friends are always there as they said. They seems to drift from me saying I am crazy and very "emo". If they ever visit my blog, I would like to say FUCK YOU. You guys don't know how hard to move passed the depression period. Thanks to my poly friends and poly life, that's a change and a turn. Every friends enjoyed my company.

I've ever thought that I was the one at fault and I am a bad friend when I was with the secondary school mates and days. But it turns out I was wrong. It turns out that I was wrong as my poly life proofed it. I can't be thankful enough for my poly days and my poly friends. I need to emphasize that. Thanks a lot for giving me the chance to meet Kokheng, Edwin, Desmond, Michelle, Joshua, Wanlin, Jieyun, Evelyn, Zhixiang, Bing Qiang and Banana. Any that I failed to mention, sorry. I have to let this out before the arrival of 2009. Even though I know my hatred will be brought forward, I just hope it will decrease in the incoming year.

Thinker?

Thinker
1. a person who thinks, as in a specified way or manner: a fast thinker.
2. a person who has a well-developed faculty for thinking, as a philosopher, theorist, or scholar: the great thinkers.

Well, this is who I am and what I've developed.

what's happening right now?

Have you ever wonder while you smiling, laughing, crying, sleeping, falling down, or whatever you are doing, what tragedy are happening in the world or in small alleys that you don't.

People who view my blog may ask, why do I care? That's the main question. Because people in Singapore always have this thoughts of that's not my problem and that's it. And when it is your problem? If you don't care, what will? For example, if a women is reported being raped by a rapist and rapist are still at large. What is the first to come to mind? "oh my, another women raped!!" and what happen next? That's it, full-stop for most. Until if you are a victim and u will be thinking is there anyone who knows she is being rape and may come to the rescue? I can tell you, no one.

Argh~ next...... to come to your mind, why Weihong thinks so much?

I was wrong about Derrick, but....

Well, while all competitions for singing are going on and when fame wannabes are auditioning, people may have left this out... Derrick He Wei Jian's great performance. On the day of this show, I was totally shock as I think that talent in Singapore cannot really show much. I guessed as a fellow Singapore, I need not elaborate much about it as you may have already realized.

Pretty incredible huh~ well, I would expect his fame to continue rising in Taiwan, good luck pal.

Scolari calls team meeting at Chelsea

This is what I call a good management. But I have yet have much confidence on Scolari. Maybe its because of the high expectation set by Jose Mourinho.

Chelsea coach Luiz Felipe Scolari says his players have reacted with a 'positive' response to a team meeting called after Sunday's 2-2 draw with Fulham at Craven Cottage. Scolari gave his players a day off but they returned to Cobham on Tuesday for the team meeting and training session after Chelsea allowed a 2-1 lead to slip in the final moments of the game against Fulham.

Scolari and his players took an in-depth look at all aspects of the game as they prepared to face Southend in the FA Cup third round at Stamford Bridge on Saturday.
"Before we went to training, we had a good team meeting," said Scolari."Since Sunday I have had the chance to watch again the Fulham game and yesterday, with my players, we talked about all of that game before going out for a good training session."Now we begin to look ahead to my first FA Cup game, against Southend, a game we must be ready for, as if we are playing a team in first, second or third position in the Premier League."There were a number of absentees from the sessio

e session with Brazilian defender Alex and winger Florent Malouda, both hamstring injury victims in Sunday's 2-2 draw, out of action.

However, Ricardo Carvalho, who replaced Alex on Sunday, was able to put more work in towards full fitness.

FA Cup

FA cup is also one of the most important cup for English Premier League. I will picked out a few matches and put a "pundit" view on the individual matches.

Manchester City Vs Nottingham Forest

I do not think I need to say much about this match. Manchester City have proven their weird way of coming back against Blackburn. Mark Hughes side have a lot to prove but is there time for him to show or will we see the time turns its back against him. Well, that's another story for another day. Nottingham forest's history was good, but they are still condemned by their own failure. Sorry to say 5-0 Man City.

Preston North Vs Liverpool

Even though it's an insult for having Liverpool mentioned in my blog but well, anyway, Preston have proven something intheir own English League one Championship. This season they have a rocky beginning and still unable to recover so fast and can they? Liverpool are in a hell of a winning streak now and can Preston be able to beat the EPL leader, like just how Burnley does? I don't think so. Good for Liverpool 4-0.

Arsenal Vs Plymouth

Arsenal seems to be still in search of their winning streak and remain 5th in the league table. However, the win against Porthsmouth would be a turnover of the bad luck haunting them. Watching the video of them playing against Porthsmouth, its been proven of a more domineering side. Plymouth would just very well be another chicken on the chopping board.
Arsenal 2-0

Of course the score stated are just what I feel it should be. If I am to really bet on those scoreline, it may differ. Hahaha..

Mythbusters

If you are still not sure whether this two geniuses I mentioned in the previous post is real a not. Try watching this video.

Basically the first part to be explained by me is much more tougher than the Mona Lisa. It requires more of mechanical calculations and PCI to control the robot. As for the Mona Lisa, my only guess is it's already been fixed to the fixed to the picture of Mona Lisa.

The Voice

This morning, well its the afternoon when I woke up, a voice is beside me. A voice came out of no where. I was lying face up on my pillow and suddenly a voice came just beside my ear. I am not dreaming. The voice came from a man voice. It did not say anything else except for this relieve sound of "har." I jumped out of bed looking left and right as the sound is just beside my ears, there is no way its the sound anything!!

One thing that's for sure, it is a great alarm clock.

Blog Blog Blog

The change of my blog background really makes me more into blogging. This whole piece of junkyard contains lots of curse, swears, sweet memories, bad memories and super bad memories and super super bad memories. Few weeks ago I was also thinking of tearing it down. But now, I don't think so.

Why is my blog background Chelsea? I said I will support them. But actually do i? Sometimes human need things to keep them focus in mind and for that reason i need to support a club. I don't have to really as I am more of a pundit than a football fanatic sitting there blabbering about all bad about rivals and all good about the supported.

What's with the Serpia look for Chelsea? As I said earlier, I support the club, not the color.

What's there to see in 2009? If irritants subside, I may even write a journal or even blog about current issues in the papers. It will become a journal. But for now and to what I had foresee, NAH! Irritants are increasing, so there won't be much chance that they will be less mentioned in my blog.

Things that I wan after 2009

Basically these I guessed are the things to bring forward to 2009. Here goes:

• Bicycle
• 42km Marathon Finisher Medal
• Laptop
• Pass my bridging module
• More remuneration
• Thailand Trip
• Taiwan Trip
• Malacca Trip
• Friends to be happy
• Adobe Suite
• PS3 (coming soon, i hope)
• More PSP games (Its getting boring)
• Meet less irritants
• Learn a lot of new things
• Get to watch more great documentaries on wildlife

These are for now.. no worries.. more will come...

Sick at HOME?

If you are thinking that 10pm is the time normally for sleeping, you are wrong! 11pm is the maximum time that everyday a person should start to rest. So you must be wondering what to do at 10pm on Tuesday. Watch MYTHBUSTERS. This two genius are engineers to the extend to what I think they are. And they are the most likely living dare-devils for breaking myths. If you want a different kind of reality TV and documentary, this is the show for you.

This two genius are funny, hilarious and humorous. Need I say more? Tune in to Okto every Tuesday 10pm for it!

Done

My office is currently closed till the 1st Jan ever since 24th of December. But hey, I am a workaholic. How can i let loose of myself and not work? Some work have been done and some will have to wait till office opens. Can't wait for it to open too.

Generally I have decided to study what I want to study in SMA. I really hope before I start to put in my registration, my gf can afford for it at the same time. This would mean a lot to both of us. People in relationships normally bicker and create big tiff out of it as named "no time for me." But to create more and relaxing time for future, some time in the present have to be sacrifice. To think of the better way and the most workable way to prevent this to happen in mine, is to be busy together knowing that it's for our future.

Other than praying for her to be able to get the cash needed, I can't do anything much but hope miracles do happen.

Human or Bus

I have no idea when bus congestion starts. No no, this is not traffic jam or neither SBS bought too many buses. It is the human-bus congestion. When you take a look at the people squeezing in the bus, think of what happen before that.

Today as I was boarding the bus 927 from Singapore Zoological Garden, I was one of the pancakes or should I say much of a victor. Exactly what I say, people start to gush into the door of the bus and created a Great Singapore Sale of their own (Imagine Beckham is in the bus). If I am not that lazy, you will have the picture. As a fellow "gracious" Singaporean, you should know what I am referring to asshole~

Humans

There are always this saying "Our greatest enemy are ourselves." It's correct if we are still living in the year of stone-age. Now, for the 21st or 22nd century, what I think should be "Our greatest enemies are those surrounding us."

Why do i make such saying or some may put it as accusations? Well, simply look around you. I do not think I am the only one cursing and swearing around. I do it openly. But more hypocrites tend to keep it in their mind afraid of saying it and "tio" karma. All grudges starts and beefs up with one particular actions by third party which ignite the hatred. This hatred if not controlled well, it will spark a chemical reaction called "Killing Frenzy."

Some may think what I say is crap, but well, that's what people always think of me isn't it? Put it in simpler term for the simple minded, step on my tail and the next thing you know is the tail in your freaking mouth.

Zoo Day

As written in my earlier post, I had went to the zoo. It's such a sweaty and sticky trip but very worthwhile. My gf and I are NatGeo, Discovery and Okto Documentary Fans that is why we both enjoyed the trip. Understanding the wildlife is really a tough thing to do. It may well be tougher than any examinations anyone would ever had.

Both of us enrich each other or should I say update each other on behavior of wildlife in to our own encyclopedia. Wouldn't say much of what we saw. You will see for yourself in the FACEBOOK pictures. Really enjoyed this trip and thanks to my gf for this trip too.

tirrrrrrrrrr......................ed

Latest News

Gerard was arrested for assault after celebrating this two goals against Newcastle. That's a good news for all! If he is charged, that would be great and that will be the downfall of Liverpool and heil Chelsea! Almighty the Blues!

501 post

Alright alright, if I am to continue posting the title with the title, that would be BORING! Well, my 500th post seems like a post of staying home. BUT! After thorough flicking of my own mind, I've decided to go check out the Singapore Zoological Garden, in short, Zoo.

So excited about that! And Joel, we are even because you forgotten today we were supposed to go Sentosa! HOHOHO.. Now who is putting who's pigeon, plane or banana!

Zoo Zoo here I come!!!

500th Post!

Just woke up with tiredness written all over me of course not LITERALLY!!! But well, maybe the power of aging is catching up on me that fast that I haven't got the chance to realized. Was planning to go Sentosa with my gf but even though the sun is shining quite brightly, the cumulonimbus clouds discourage my advance besides my tiredness.

My mum was alone on the days when I was out and I felt really bad. So I've decided to do my work today and accompany my mother. It's always so sweet to see my mother at home walking here and there. Definitely not my dad, because the word to describe my dad is funny and loony.

Well, I have to congratulate on myself for my first 500th posting of in less than around 2 yrs? that's quite an achievement for an ex-half f**k blogger.

Cheers to you guys and have a great day ahead!

IP Man

I guessed there are a lot of cinenatics (People who loved watching movie) blogged about the Great Chinese Legend Ip Man. But this post is not about Ip Man, but irritators (people who irritates me) irritating me and my gf.

First of all, all cinemas should have zero whispers and voices during the show other than the movie itself. But NOoooo, these Singaporeans do not know anything about the rules of being in a Singapore Cinema or they are talking to friends who are blind that can't see the movie themselves!

Secondly, The Cathay built award-winning seats (presented by me) for cinenatics that loves watching movie comfortably, and not putting fat legs on the seat. If you put legs on the seat, won't it be called floor?

Third!!! If you are that fat and your leg seems to be pushing against the seat in front of you, then just sit up straight, if not, get back in when your fucking fat legs are either slimmer or you have it amputated so that it will not harm any human being.

LASTLY! This is what irritates my gf a lot and if i am to hear, i think I will not hold my anger too. I paid to have a nice show and a nice show really doesn't involve the idea of DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES, PUSHING DAISIES. How are they in common? They have interpreter or should i say a narrator. Why people choose to go to a Cinema to watch? It is because we paid to watch and listen to what the movie is showing and not hearing freaking HOKKIEN INTERPRETATION OF IP MAN. FREAKS... SUCH A POO..

Phew~ I haven't really unleash it as my girlfriend is becoming more and more vicious in her words. So i have to control myself and be a great role model to teach her the real art of it and the intermediate and MASTER LEVEL OF CURSING THE OTHERS TILL THEIR NEXT LIFE CAN FEEL IT TOO!!!

Chelsea Architect and Thunderbolt

Name: Frank Lampard
Nationality: English
Date of Birth: 20/06/1978
Height: 6' 0" (183cm)
Weight: 14st 2lbs (90.0kg)
Previous
Clubs: West Ham Utd, Swansea City (loan)
Position: Midfielder

Months before committing to a new five-year deal, Frank's dramatic equaliser in the Champions League Final in Moscow took him to the 20-goal milestone for the third season-in-a-row. It also gave him 80 goals in four seasons. And all from midfield!!

Eyebrows raised over an original £11 million transfer fee paid seven years ago have long been forgotten now Frank has an impressive collection of winners' medals; is Chelsea's top scoring midfield player ever; is the club's seventh highest scorer of all-time and is only the second player to win 50 international caps while a Chelsea player.

In 2006/07, his 62 games was the highest total by any Chelsea player in a single campaign and although last year was affected by two rare injuries and bereavement, Frank continued to drive Chelsea on from midfield game after game after game.

No-one of his age has enjoyed more Premier League football and no-one plays more often at Chelsea.

When in December 2005, he finally missed a game due to a virus, it brought to an end a new Premier League record of 164 consecutive appearances.

Ironically, Frank's ever-present habit was one of the reasons why he was under-appreciated by some at the club that nurtured him.

With Frank's father the West Ham first team coach, sections of the support at Upton Park cried nepotism over young player's regular place in their side. He was ever-present in the Hammers team that finished fifth in '98/'99 and was capped for England the next season.

When manager Harry Redknapp and Frank senior were sacked from Upton Park, it was time for our Frank to move on.

After a quiet start at the Bridge, he bloomed into one of Europe's finest and in 2003/04, Frank's phenomenal form was only beaten by Thierry Henry when English football's individual awards were handed out.

He was well worth his place in the Euro 2004 team and was voted the England team's Player of the Year.

The top performances continued to come, as did the goals, Frank's powerful shooting firing Chelsea to the 2004/05 Championship as he top-scored from midfield with 13 in the League and 19 overall.

He created more goals than any Chelsea player in recent memory and there was no-one more appropriate to score the magical goals at Bolton to clinch the title.

The Sportswriters' Footballer of the Year that year (only the second Chelsea winner in over 50 years) and runner-up in the European and World Player of the Year voting for 2005, Frank continued to prove as close to indispensable as can found in modern squad-based football as his team duplicated the Premiership success in 2005/06.

Again the vice-captain was top scorer, this time with 20 goals. His 16 in the League was the highest total ever by a Premiership midfielder.

That made it all the more surprising when Frank failed to register on the score sheet in the 2006 World Cup in Germany, despite shooting more frequently than anyone.
It drew outside criticism, his years of incredibly consistent achievement seemingly forgotten over night.

He needed to prove himself to no-one at Chelsea and last season he went one better again with his goal tally of 21. Only Thierry Henry and Didier Drogba among top flight players had scored more over the three seasons, and both of them were strikers.

Midfielder Frank also continued to create goals at a rate unrivalled at Chelsea, leading former boss José Mourinho to simply describe him as unique.

In 2007/08, having missed September with a thigh injury, his return to the side in early October coincided with a gradual climb up the league table. He contributed 11 goals before his other thigh was strained on Boxing Day. Another six weeks were missed.

That was unfortunate but genuine tragedy struck in April with the death of Frank's mother. His courage and nerve in scoring a vital Champions League semi-final penalty against Liverpool on his return from compassionate leave, followed by his Moscow goal, were among the season's strongest images.

Even Frank's harshest critics began to re-evaluate their opinions.

Before the start of the current season, he ended long-running negotiations by signing a new five-year contract, opening the possibility of setting records that might never be broken.

Previous Post

Dude, I did not delete that post o! I merely keep it as draft. Truly as a friend, I have to do something to guide your determination. This is so as I know your determination is so thin that even Muscovite cannot compare with. Just hope your trip will spark another level of confidence in her.

Lastly, do remember this: If a bank have a lot of investors walking in and out daily and there is no security guard, can anyone feel secure? think about it... try to be the security guard dude.

Starting to move faster

The world is rotating very quickly and it is currently savaging on each individuals time. There are a lot of blocks in my mind this few days. Nope, i am not talking about being stuck, but there is a lot of things in my mind. The study block took up most of the seats in it.

I have the money for my studies all thanks and also grateful to my Mum and Dad who saved up for me. And now, i have only to decide the full or part-time degree? Am i capable to do it? Am i able to survive without the benefits from a steady income? Will I be able to cope if i am working too? Do i have the same determination as when i was having my last semester in Poly? Do i have a choice or have i already made up which I have not discover yet? Random questions are like fleas feasting me like a dog, preferably husky.

Today is my old friend Yiling's birthday. My wife and my friends went over to her burial place and take a look at her. Well, i was still searching for my own answer why I do not wish to attend it together. But Joel forced it out and I was shocked myself too. Its really not a tough interrogation by him, but maybe the answer is there and as I said, i guessed I had not realized it yet. Ans: I couldn't bear and ready to see her again.

Had a quiet Christmas with my wife, and I mean really quiet. On Friday night, I guessed I gave my girlfriend a shocked. My tummy had this sudden ache, but it all started with my heart. I should admit i have a lot of problem with my heart during my army days. It turns cold on and off.

and I still ponder.... Journalism or PR.......

the Rise...

Enjoyed a slow Christmas Eve yesterday... get to spend it with my gf~ haha.. Gave her the diamond pendant which I've always been wanted to do so. She said she love it!! I hope I did not hear wrongly between the similarity pronunciation of loathe and love. LOL...

Just watched the RISE OF THE EVIL. What I felt about him is that he is no evil. He just want a place which belongs to his people. He loathes propaganda as it screws people lives even in the present. His persuasion technique mesmerized me a lot. People may still blame him for what he have done. But he was merely doing what we do not dare to do or speak up for ourselves. Look around us, his idea is everywhere. I do not wish to say where and how, but just watch it and maybe after that you will tell me whether you understand it a not. We are no difference.

Give me the exact power, exact support, I will or may change this world. Not to worry, I am not like him, a cold-blooded person. I will create a more peaceful and enjoyable world. First to go, is to imprison all gangsters and triads and also those ah beng's wannabe into my very nice and cozy extermination camp complex which what I will named it as "Final Solution II".

Joke of the day

caller: I am offended.
one of the jobs portal: Thank you.
caller: I mean I am offended
one of the jobs portal: oh, Thank you.

Describe

Can someone just describe or tell me what do u friends think of me? mailto: h0ng@live.com or state it in the COMMENT. please no tagboard please.. LOL..

Invasion of the gf part 2!!

I'm super hungry and sleeepyyyyy..!

And I love youuuuuu! :)

Can't wait to spend Christmas with you...!

Enough

I am grateful that friends still asked me go clubbing and have fun. But can stop asking me to club during the weekdays? its really tiring and if can, can invite me for dinner or coffee till 10pm and head home.. that's better for a working life weekday~

Enough

I am grateful that friends still asked me go clubbing and have fun. But can stop asking me to club during the weekdays? its really tiring and if can, can invite me for dinner or coffee till 10pm and head home.. that's better for a working life weekday~

hmm

At a Glance

• Works hard, puts in long hours and keeps busy with work.

• Objective, but may appear detached.

• Outgoing and likes the company of people.

• Faithful, trustworthy and devoted in long-term relationships.

• Does not seek positions of power or authority.

• Not concerned with rank, title or position.

• Sees people as nice and friendly, not comfortable to wheel and deal.

• Practical, prefers to build on ideas rather than generate them.

• Orderly, methodical and systematic, takes care to plan in detail.

While at Work

Diligence and discipline are characteristics of Mr KO's work attitude. He is often pre-occupied with the tasks at hand. As he derives satisfaction from being immersed in work and thrives on being involved, expect Mr KO to put in long and extended hours at work.

Mr KO is relatively dependable to deliver results on time. He may sometimes be late in meeting deadlines.

Mr KO generally will persist with work until it is completed but may at times not complete his tasks.

Mr KO is able to produce work that is moderately high in quality but he may at times be careless.

Mr KO is an objective person who is impartial and rational. He speaks factually and often does not involve his own feelings and emotions. He may sometimes be perceived as distant or detached.

Although Mr KO is usually a sympathetic person, he may at times be selective about being involved in the personal problems of people.

Mr KO is friendly and outgoing. He enjoys the company of his friends and is not shy or awkward when meeting people for the first time. As an extrovert, he fits well into the social groups. He is approachable and likes to make new friends.

Mr KO is the sort of person who forms long term bonds and attachments. He is faithful, trustworthy, and devoted in such relationships. He tends to be trusting, dedicated and protective towards those he loves. Patriotism and sense of duty is a significant aspect of his character.

Positions of power, influence and authority are not Mr KO's concern. He does not mind letting others assert authority over him. He is accommodating, laid back and easy-going.

Mr KO does not care much about how people view him or whether they respect him or not. He focuses on what he wants to do for himself. He is unconcerned with issues of ranks, positions or titles. Status symbols are unimportant for him. He does not draw attention to himself and dresses moderately and simply.

Mr KO sees people as friendly, reliable and honest. He is trusting and believes what people say. He tends to be unsuspecting of people.s behaviour and motives. He is uncomfortable when he has to wheel and deal.

Mr KO's leadership qualities are moderate and he is sometimes able to get the support of people.

Intellectual matters do not interest Mr KO. He is more concerned with practical issues than abstract theories. Mr KO prefers to talk about useful and workable solutions than discuss hypotheses and concepts. He is more likely to build on ideas rather than generate them.

Being orderly, methodical and systematic, Mr KO spends considerable time planning ahead and organizing activities. He ensures that programmes are scheduled properly and takes care to plan in detail. Formulating procedures and policies is his forte.

Mr KO is generally able to express himself although not to a high degree of eloquence.

u are..

when u think that u are not being sayang or cared for, u are.. its just work and studies caught me... u are always my number 1, as u are already part of my life.. so no worries k~ muackz.. Love u...

Gone with the wind

I thought it will be kind of tough to shake him off and i was thinking that this was it... but this morning when i wake, he is gone.. he did not even say anything... I hope it is just not the calm before the storm..

end

I have a vision of my life coming to an end soon... it seems destined for it... People may ask me what happen.. but whats the point if it will only add as another sad story to your life. Just quietly, i will be gone and hope those will regret and pay for what they have done to achieve this sadness when i am gone..

I totally understand how yiling and seck wang felt.... it's not that we want to, but it's just the way it is.. all is lost in me.. i hanged on because I love my gf and the love is still hanging. I can only imagine what if one day it failed to contain me.. it will be all over when cold wind blows over my hard body and my soul will finally be freed.

Hell or heaven, which ever comes, i will accept the punishment as its my choice. if that day comes, do not visit me or anything, as i do not even wish to be remembered.

trying my software out

Nope, its not photoshop and I am not telling either... haha... well, thinking if i can do everything using this free software then i can start my photography site. LOL.. been thinking about it for quite sometime since last year... And this software need nothing much to support it as compared to photoshop. BLEH!

trying my software out

Nope, its not photoshop and I am not telling either... haha... well, thinking if i can do everything using this free software then i can start my photography site. LOL.. been thinking about it for quite sometime since last year... And this software need nothing much to support it as compared to photoshop. BLEH!


These are just tryouts.. will explore when i am really free.. Click on it to see the variations and details...

The Standard Chartered

The end of year Standard Chartered really marks the end this years marathon big event. Too many people too difficult to run. I mean really very hard to run. I am more of a short distance runner than a long distance. But what kills me is those who stop and look around saying a lot of people leh. So irritating!!!

Nonetheless, I ran pass the Finishing point with a dash. I feel like I am flying and I love it. Today is the first time I ran without friends around. It felt reat as I have my full concentration on the run. And maybe today is because I ran with friends in my heart. Seck Wang, Yiling, JOEL!!! and my gf. They are all in my heart when i ran and strive.

Seck Wang, you are a good marathon runner and even though I can never be able to run with you again, but I hope you let me represent your spirit when I run.

Yiling, you are always there in my heart and my regrets made me stronger. Along the way, i know u are cheering for me. I'm sorry once again for not believing u before.

Joel, hope your fever recovers soon and next marathon dun WASTE MONEY!!! LOL..

Siew Luan, an essential in my life and a gem in my heart. Love her so much. I love you~

In Memory Of Seck Wang (2)

Holding back tears and I can say I still don't believe that happened. I wish never had to pick up that call... but I also wouldn't want to be the last one to know... 1 year 2 death.... what can be more worst than that...

In Memory Of My Friend, Seck Wang

I cannot believe that just 7 months ago, a great friend of mine passed away, and 7 months later, another.....

I am so lost. Losing my mind... I just hope that i can save him like how I tried to save my friend. People might not know this, but yeah, we are quite close. Chatting and chatting, although recent there is no contact from him, but I've always tot he is alright. He is an army officer, a great guy, a great friend, my friend.

He is really a great friend. Remember the day when me and CO went down to range as there is some conflict, everybody were settling it, but onli me and him was squatting on the grass patch chatting about ORD and future.. We both were lame all the way. Actually, i remembered that moment bcos i kind of love that chat, it's because that is one of the most relax moment squatting and chatting. haha..

Had dinner with him and yingying at this ulu place for steamboat too. Hahaha... that's quite lame actually with his bamboo lorry. Haha..

Gonna learn this

Love this! Learn the steps and those clubbers, u gonna rule the club..