Sleepy.
Yeah.. Now very sleepry. LOL.. As usual, I am in the sacred room. Hahaha. Today nothing much happen and hope forever nothing happen. ALOYSIUS!! So this week is the bicycle purchasing week?
Yeah.. Now very sleepry. LOL.. As usual, I am in the sacred room. Hahaha. Today nothing much happen and hope forever nothing happen. ALOYSIUS!! So this week is the bicycle purchasing week?
Had my Sunday Sumptuous Meal. Let you guys take a look~


If you seeing this, I am really sorry, i forgotten that day was your birthday. I am really sorry about it......
Yeah yeah... I guess its fun last night. There were Alvin, me, Leong Wai, Josh and Weijie. And Weijie's friends, Joy, Elson, Zhuzhu and friend's friends. ALot of people last night as its Halloween. Dunno why last night like not much mood into the whole thing. Lol.. And the whole thing I was very sober and drink and more sober. I can see everything. The disgusting desperate guys who went and bend over for girls and they trying to grind the girls. Of cos me and my friends also did the same but its because we have no place to dance!!!
Last night met up with Aloy and Josh at the bicycle shop. They again wear till just nice for clubbing~ And for me, I am wearing the coffee shop latest wear. They were ganging up to lie to me about going for clubbing, I was like oh shit. I should wear nicer but end up its just a prank. We went for a little coffee session and we 3 decided to go for a midnight run and I never expect any run like this.
Its a disaster taking leave and its like I will never enjoy the carefree moments. I'm as good as still at work. Fuck up feeling man.. I think no one can understand except me and my colleagues in the branch can. Those people outside can happily go out and have fun and say we more free and fuck up in all ways. Then why don't they take a look at themselves? When they have problems, do we look like customer technical officer helping them solve problems and in the end we get the big Hu Ha from above? A very vicious cycle of just being too nice in the organization. I have to do something about it. So many thoughts I just hope I can unload it and really say what I feel to my boss's boss's boss.
I couldn't say much anymore. I couldn't stand up for myself anymore. My fight for myself have stopped. My will to speak my mind have clot. I am might as well as mute. Seeing people doing things and climbing over my head, I don't like it. What can I do? If i can be like what I used to be, firm, fearless, fairness. Why am I so friendly to all? Why can't I be what I am train to be? These are the thoughts of mine everyday I go to work. Why can't I even amend what the organization is losing. 1 person i know its hard, but can I do it? Can I change the thing happening around me? I really cannot take it when there is no discipline and respect. I know most people may say just fuck it and why care about it so much, but I just can't as I am not supposed to and work and go through so much hardship. Its too easy to give up. If I am like this, how can I be what I wanna be in the future. and so..
Took off tomorrow and Leong wai had his OFF canceled because he have a lot of things to do. Just wanna share some thoughts...
Sorry that I haven't update most of you guys that the outcome of the thing is ok i hope. I really don't know how it will be and still keeping my fingerd cross, I wonder how I type. LOL..
Last night went to meet up with Aloysius and Josh @ Bicycle shop and chat over there. Josh just lost a friend, a very sad thing... I also very sad... Aloysius was the happy one there as compared i think even though he have to face his Shitty Bank thing.
Last night went clubbing with... Gerard, Little Desmond, Marcus, Harrison, Chong Kai, Chingo and Leong Wai. Crazy night!! We were like drinking like nobody's business. Harrison drink and I drink, in the end, I am still standing. Hahaha. Long Island.... But after that I was totally wasted, and I am really totally wasted. I dunno how I got home. hahahaha.. Cab Driver woke me up and then after that what I can remember now is I woke up @ 12pm due to *****499 phone call again. Fuck Man! I already so in trouble and frust and they just keep calling. WTF they wan!!!
Its good to remind myself of my unforgettable relationship. And this memory I copy from her blog her was our Valentine's Day.... Still feel sweet even after the relationship. Still remember I bought the pressy in NYP and was with Kokheng, Josh and Edwin...
No one understands why I am smiling everyday and so high in morale. I just wanna make the day for myself and make it more relaxing taking everything lightly.
My life is over and just when I know it, its over........ Do not make a wrong step and be like me.
Yesterday was a terrific day with the Sun hanging up high in the sky like a fireball, Its just a great day for a swim! But first, we have Healthy Lifestyle, did a little bit of circuit training and then is the learning phase of Swimming!
This is another sweet memory taken from her blog so that it will not be forgotten but be remembered in my heart.
This morning went to Church with Josh to have a experience how it is in church, let you guys see WesleyChurch:



For this weekend, did some awesome things la.. ok la.. not very but we had fun. These are the pictures...








Woohoo.. heard that 1 day off is given! so happy. Today went for the morning exercise, and people say did not turn out, irritating. We are not really not there, just that we were there for a short moment. Selamat Hari Raya to all muslim people. Nothing special for this day for other races. Hope everything is safe everyday, terrorist comes out, i tell u, I will hunt them down.
Just had a chit chat session with Admin Office friends. They are quite funny leh, little talk cock and gossip about the 3 oldest in our branch. And telling them, how i like this branch except some censored reason. Till now since my step into this area of specialty, I've met a lot of wonderful people, let me introduce them, they are,
Why why why?? Why is it so boring today!!! So boring, dunno what to do, lazy to do and sian!!!! Hmmm.. cannot~~~ >.<||| This is so not fun at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its just any other day that we can finally relax however in the morning, quite tense as I am finishing and doing some work shit from yesterday. Just one day leave and so many lau sai in my email. HAHAHA..
This morning woke up by calls from the usual number. Haha. Then woken by Leong Wai!!! Then get myself ready for the day as I went to SSDC to get my booking done and then to the bank! During the queuing for the bus in Yio Chu kang, I saw many nurse going to work or attachment or something, wow!! What I meant was I know a few friends who are nurse and know how tired they are everyday, salute them to the core. They are not as fit as commando, but they have a heart stronger and fitter. hahaha..
This morning, very tired. Was sitting in front of my chair and start to think...................... main event had past, so had all the difficult test. I am so relieved!!!!!! Woohoo... And tomorrow I take leave!! So shiok right?
As guessed, the 3 of us are here, one reading newspapers and one psp and I am like a gooner looking here and there for funny shits. Leong Wai is so obsessed with the wormy game that he is so proud of and Bryan looking up on newspaper for any rape news, so sick man..
Out shopping with Elaine who will meet her BF after that. She accompany me and she is like laughing like crazy all the way la. hahaha. She acc me to Marina Square getting 2 things! one is key pouch and a polo Tee.. Fell in love with the POLO Tee sia!!



Last night when out with Aloysius, Chinsiang and Josh. Josh was driving his Mazda 3 and Chinsiang, er... maybe an outdated Hyundai with Liverpool designs all over. He was parking into the lot to meet us then I was telling Aloy that which fuck is this who have Liverpool all in his car, then when its parked, Chinsiang came out, I was like, ohh shit!! hahaha.. Everyone was like quite well-dressed for the night except me with my Inter Milan Tee, Bermudas and Nike Slippers!! Josh was saying he is the same but when he step out of the car, at least he got shoes on loh! They were laughing at me leh. Next time I will wear super nice. Suddenly we all realised that the car plate of Chinsiang is this


Hahaha... Its just another boring blog that I wanna put in this page. If you think you are the one please take a queue. hahaha...
Maybe just wanna relive my dreams of being able to introduce myself. Haha.
So jaded for these days. It appears to make no sense that this piece of job is crap! Wanna quit but I can't, this is the power of god, that is why me and my friends can't quit. Haha. This morning suppose to wake my boss up @ 0500hrs, however, I can't even move a single muscle and maybe it is my inner self that woke up to off the ALARM CLOCK!!! I woke @ 0520hrs to wake my boss, so tired and this resulted him to be unable to make it for breakfast, but he can smoke the last stick before the Ramadan thing start. Me and my colleagues then make our way to the designated area and waited till 0945hrs when the whole event starts. Wah.. Really feel like shit man. But our school 1 got 2nd, not bad huh!! Aiya, too tired to care le.
Yesterday was a strange night, me and Leong Wai sing KTV from 7pm - 11.30pm. Wah~~ The singing session was super la. His fake voice very good, then my fake voice turn out to become Ah DU. My normal singing is ok leh, dunno why can't fake it. Hahaha.. Today going to be any other stress day due to big event. Damn it. Haiz~~ Gambatte
Today nothing much. But me, Chinsiang and Bryan went to do something interesting, sitting outside camp waiting for KFC which we waited for like 30mins. Haha. Then this guy called Royce is really irritating. Don't like him even when I see him. When we got back, bathe and surf net. The situation now is that Chinsiang is watching Prince of Balls, I blogging, Bryan chatting with his friends. Wah A Great night!!!!! ATO say will buy snacks for us, in the end, only his beef noodles. Hahaha... So sleepy, go sleep le..