Good Game

I had the best soccer game of my life with Chinsiang, Leong Wai, Joel, Fadzli (dunno how to spell), Ron, Reynold, Trevor, Redza , Tarmizi and some other things. LOL... its like we are all up for it and we remain in the court for an hour plus. We are superb I should say~

Been thinking whats the use of msn when I dun actually chat a lot, wanna find me, call me, msg me, tag in my blog loh..... so.. i'm considering of...... discarding my msn life. LOL..

thats all folks. Mr Phil is sleeping~ night~

Normal

My mood very normal today. I am very relax this few days. I think after Chinese new year then I will start to complete my work. I love my Publication Room, so, it will be damn chio~ Can't believe a philosopher to say "Chio" this word!! LOL...

Ok, today my understudy cock up something real big. I try not to step in too much. Even though that his problems are the same as mine like before, but to me, mine seems to be able to resolve last min. I wanna thank all support that had given to me from all those who helped me and hope god give some of my luck too. NOT ALL!!! I still need it!! As I've said, I try not to step in too much b'cos doing my past work is a very tedious job as in having a glib tongue is important and also PR skill is utmost important. He is a 20yrs old young adult and that's the reason why I want him to learn as much independency as possible for when he goes out to the working world, he can apply and manage to survive out there. Good luck boy~

There is also fault in me, because I realized I did not passed down much knowledge as I've learn things mainly all on my own, Ya Lai did taught me once and listen then after a week no more! LOL!! that is why I don't know how to coach him. Damn~ Maybe Ya Lai is right, there is no such thing as spoon feed, being independent, it really means finding your resource to make a spoon, find your own food. So now I finally realise Ya Lai taught me a valuable lesson.

Independence = How much effort one put in to get it.

Initiation

I would say I have link this with the book I've just finished in an hour trip booking in. It's called "Who Moved My Cheese?"

Do you often feel that when you are shopping and you get block from ur pathe all the time due to a 1-up formation by families, group of friends in front of you? Actually, it does all the time. Just like this morning after reading the book, I alighted the ferry and a group of colleagues walking in front of me, although they are in different groups, they still created a block at the front.

What I am trying to say is it just need a Haw to make this situation change, but because all behaved like Hem, they continue to walk on without changing. For me, I love to observe and I've observe myself in a group of friends, however, I will also observe if there is people behind me trying to get past me. I am neither Haw or Hem. I am either Scurry or Sniffy. I change myself and move the cheese.

I have to admit I am not always Scurry or Sniffy. I am mostly Hem and now I try to change to Haw. GOod luck to me!

佛教

好心有好报。 在佛教的经文内有记载， 只要用平常心和好心肠对待人，就可得到平等的回报。

Somehow this is only applicable to maybe the monks ideal way of living. But in this world, this phrase can only be used verbally but not in any form of actions. I've realized it this few days as I was tidying my Publication Room. As it is a very quiet place for me to do my work, I also have time to think of my wrongs and rights.

After certain thoughts, I can confirm that it probably means if the people in this world is the same and have the same kind heart. However, 好心有好报 can no longer be applicable in this world. For example, tolling all night or maybe u have help this person or this place do a lot of things, help them in lots of way, where it be buying food, run errands, this are a form of act of kindness. Agree? Just take a step back now and think carefully, what will the first thing that comes to the A's mind who often ask B for help and one day the B was doing something and refused the help?

Definitely A will think of B as an ass, just a small thing don't wanna help him. A will think this way because A is a person who put his own things as priority and only his things are the most important than anyone else as he held a high position. But as a reader now, u will say A is more of an asshole and not knowing B have done a lot for him already right?

Have you yourself take that step back and think how many people were treated by you this way? Have you ever think of maybe B is really busy and refuse to help as he/she have his own project to be completed?

Humans uses their mind to study a diagram and they uses it to study any other thing. However, mind / brain have slow reaction to certain things and this is one of those.

So to all readers, if you discover you have done that to someone, apologize to him/her. And also if you are too embarrassed to say so, next time he help you to do things, dun forget to say a thank you and remember to help him/her in other ways too~ Have a nice day~

worrying!!

I am old... This yr 23... My branch oldest as compared to the other NSF.

Felt better

Was not very happy at the start and I did something I've not able to for a very long time. confession to my guanyin ma. Told her everything and I felt better as I know she is there. Hahaha... sounds very christian huh? thats just the way I tell my goddess.

Then I faster finish my things and go for my daily training. Today went to do a 16laps swimming and a short run. My last lap was crazy, I gastric till cannot. But managed to finished it. Maybe because I skip lunch today because I was busy with all my thoughts.

I think next time I will keep things to myself and Guanyin ma. Po Pi wa xin tei peng peng an an soon soon li li, zou gang peng peng an an, wu nai xim, mai hui xim. HUAT AH!!! LOL...

Oh ya, my camp mates all thinking I am not happy weeks or days ago, I was wondering why........ they ask me, I was like.. huh? But i nv put much reaction because I dunno how to react then today went I was abit not ok, no one knows. LOL!!! Actually, come to think of it, its nice to have friends who cares. Thanks a lot and really appreciate it.

1 more thing, those who are what they called freethinker, I dunno what you guys are thinking. its always nice to have a religion and some god to talk to, u really will feel good religiously... Try it~

The Small Realization

Today is a sweet day because someone say something very sweet and I really am glad. LOL... Thanks a lot...

Just now play soccer, then the lights turn off itself then everybody was like oh.. man, then suddenly it's alive!!! Last night I cant sleep... 1230hrs offline, 1245 go up, roll on bed which doesn't feel like meadow and just roll till 3am and woke @ approximately 5am and I start to walk around and den back to the rolling and den still cannot. SIAN! Then to make me able to sleep later, I decided to ..... I went for a swim of onli a 10 laps, jog for awhile and then some static. Then the soccer thing, really hope I can sleep!!!

A Day

Just another normal day. Blog for the sake of blogging today. Going to play soccer later, ok, I am very worry for my knee cap injury however, I just love to run as much as i can whenever I can until it give way I guess!! Hope for the best. Hahaha. Well, now Reynold is sitting beside me singing a damn slow rock song. Scary sia~~ And also today found out that the shampoo is Ginvera and NOT HEAD & SHOULDERS!!!!! Now Jani came in join in the fun also and chinsiang is wearing bra now. Hahaha...

damn the Osgood Schlatter I had!!! Enjoy life. Btw, sad case is that I went swimming and saw the sunset over the coconut tree. Damn nice, but no camera~!!! If my other half can be here. LOL.. NOBODY LAH!! LOL...

considering

I going to plan my life alr. LOL.. I think this coming 4 yrs, I will not wan to have any relationship. Then i concentrate on my every day life and taking up courses. yeap.. think... that will be it~

by the way, Jynielle.... we cannot~

Beauty

My dad finally finishes his art and I am proud to present to u the nice and beautiful....... PINEAPPLE TARTS!! Woohoo.. Happy new year. The texture and the radiant really very nice right!! GOOD JOB DAD!


黄金甲

好香哦!

大功告成
Learning Culinary soon.. so excited!!

Slack..

Today rest from any training... YAY!! was at the "Auntie you see ( NTUC )" LOL.. Looking for the shampoo reynold gave me. its head and shoulders I know, but what smell?? I smell all, all seems the same, so nv buy. LOL.. Then went to develop my photos using my SD, like idiot stand down there because its instant. Then I stand there and TSK and TSK. Then the auntie laughed. I -.-"" First time mah... Then saw my Singtel mate, he with gf o!! So fast!! HAHAHAA...

Flashback~~~~
Days I am in Singtel West mall for attachment was so enjoyable. Actually was supposed to do only customer service sitting near the door and do those problem solving thingy. BORING! But lucky my Manager at times will save me! Brought me to counter to teach me selling of phones and do those transaction. WOOHOO!! Very fun loh. Then thats where me and Irene and the rest of the counter staff got closer. I'm like little boy loh. HAHAHA.. Remember once they ask me go Club Momo then I....... I am onli 20 then. sad. LOL.. Now momo closed already. LOL..
Flash return~~~

Time passes so fast... I want to go back work in the Telecom Industry and do those selling, as I am good with my mouth. LOL... below are some pictures of my gadgets and some pictures not put up but now put up. HAHAHA..! Damn my father still holding on to my PSP!!

my gadgets

The top view... remember?

my buddy. LOL.. she got some more uglier one with me. LOL

Fatty me and Jy.

Jobs that I've done before....
Youth Challenge, F & B, Wardrobe, Ben-hur, Handphone factory, D&D, Egg-Delivery, Singtel, Super Computer Manufacturing. I state out because people thinks I am those slack at home type and say I nv work before. I've work more than ur ass did loh. LOL.. I am no xiao bai lian!!!

Thats all folks~

起床!!

刚起床，还满精神的。当会儿我就去超市逛! 这可能是对我来说最喜欢做的休闲活动。哈哈。。。明天又要回去了。。。好闷哦!!!! BRYAN 就要退伍了。 不久后，梁伟和俊祥也会退伍，将会很无聊。。。 我九月才退伍。。。虽然现在可以轻松了。。 但自由还远离着我。 我想该是十后找个课程来进修一下才不会浪费时间!!! 我喜欢懒散的周末!!!

interest

Just finish the 1hr run and some static again. BORING! LOL.. Need new things.. LOL... Back very hungry and ........ my whole family haven eat and the onli free person, my brother went to sleep. ARGH!! damn lazy shit. So the hungry me dun wan my dad to go and mum to go, so I go. LOL.. Went there and waited for 1/2hr for the food. ARGH!!! I am thinking my mummy and daddy surely very HUNGRY!! Damn!! Then I cant wait and I quickly run home again. Damn TIRED!!! LOL... But this is weekend!! and this is Saturday life for me. LOL... Wont sleep so early tonight. Hang around in my room and slack bah.. LOL.. oh ya, went to Ponggol CSC to pick up the course list. Hmm.. thinking of Muay Thai, which is too rough, abit too old for the flexibility. LOL. Conversational Malay (Elem), yes I would to register the next time because course start and finally the hope!! Japanese cuisine!!! YEAH!!!

Airport.

I wan go Airport overnight!!! Just to relax there!! who wan go!?!?!? LOL...

English!!

What happen to me!! ARGH!! My english is not the best but its not bad one leh.. Maybe because of this Singlish thingy in Singapore make me lose all of my english skills. LOL.... ARGH!!!! Paranoid!! I want my English back!!!

Just another day.

Accompany my Mother out of house. She insist that I get my New year Clothes. LOL. But somehow, the feeling not there yet bah. Its all about the feeling of it. Last yr, I bought 4 Tees, 2 pair of shoes and a bag. LOL.. This yr, yeap, I bought something. I bought an ECO shirt, and my Mum bought me some berms. And today! I've bought a G-shock! My first G-shock watch loh! LOL.. Since young wanna buy, but dun dare tell mummy, and now old le, can buy for myself. LOL... It's real hard to buy for my personality. I dun spend on things I dun really interested. Actually not only buying things. Friends have to be interesting then have things to say and cock to talk mah. LOL.

Few more minutes going for my endurance training again.. LOL.. ITS FUN!!! with my new watch! YEAH! Ok, I know its kind of wasted but thats the purpose of it for my case. LOL... I love to organize my things into categories dunno since when, but I like it. I like to label like, this box is put what, this is the first aid box. And speaking of it, I haven made my first aid box yet! ARGH!! Guess tomorrow bah. Tonight.... hmm.. help Karen organize her blog from the skin I chosen for her bah. Lazy~~~bum.. LOL...

TODAY

Its a day.. It is really a day! I slept till 0930hrs!! WOOHOO!! HAHAHA.. Woke up and go bathing time and saw Jonathan, I was like stun there for awhile.. then he laugh at my facial expression and he greet me hey! MORNING! LOL.. I so paiseh sia!! LOL...

Then i went down to work and work and work and work and work till 5plus and someone msg me. LOL.. thats so zhun that I was finally free... And was quite angry about something but I told Peiqi about what happen, although she said nothing much, but at least I say it out and discover it is not anger, its disappointment. LOL...

Just now just reach home, my mom jio me go eat dinner outside. So i went but she have a MOTIVE!! help her to carry 3 X 90 COCA COLA, 1 X 30 Chrysanthemum Tea and 2 X 1.5 Green tea. Very heavy.. then she bring one small trolley. LOL... Then cannot squeeze, so I just carry almost everything and started walking and walking. My mother keep asking me to let her carry and I drag the trolley, but I look at her and give her the face then she say I know U dote me. LOL.. Then I start to laugh till almost no strength LAH!! Obviously I wont let my mother or even my dad to carry heavy things. Its time for them to rest their muscle.. LOL..

I just wanna declare today that I really hate bullies! LOL...
This picture was taken but was not put up.. LOL.. so I just random la.. LOL...

Yay!

Btw, I am alcohol-free!!!! SO happy although still have temptation for it this few days!! LOL... I think the last I drank is on 22/11/2007. YEAH!!

TIRED

I think the training that I've been going through for myself is too tiring that my body system really running low. I also dunno why I wanna do all this to myself. There is no purpose. I know my IPPT can sure get money one. But still finding out why myself. LOL...

Just now also went for a swim la.. but somehow the tireness caught up with me again. WAH!!! So scary to me, I just wanna lie down to sleep. LOL.. also I open my office door and i went out too fast and it caught my injured knee and I am like pain till cannot!! but I am doing something for my PUB room, so I forgot the pain until just now my knee was pressed against a table then i feel the pain!!! LOL.. So funny loh.. But pain is good!! LOL.. No Pain NO gain. I dunno what I talking.. but quite funny to me.

PUB Room

Just had a new appointment and it feels better. LOL. I guess I love to organise things. Other than that, have more jobs which I am working like a turtle on it though. This few days body seems to be really tired out, and not having the feeling to get under the sun for some workout. Very terrible. Every friends of mine are busy, I guess this weekend I will go buy clothes and return home and escape from the human barrier everywhere now!!! ARGH!! LOL..

Happy and more Whines~

Today came home~ have a little chat about my daddy while we awaits his arrival from work. I really feel proud of him loh. He is the greatest and maybe better than anyone. Its not because he is my dad, but he is a figure that need to be recognized! I won't blog the story here.... HAHAHA...

Today just another day.. Went swimming and sun-tanning. Who say others can't? They can, just finish their work quickly and dun lazy, u all also can have the time. Humans are littat, just give them 2 things, they will compare and see which one is better. Ridiculous? Yes, its true. Realize it urself and u will understand.

Today on bus... woohoo~~ LOL.. See across a lady. Then ok lah, she is just average. Then she fell asleep, nodding here and there. LOL... I cannot take it, so I smiled. LOL. Then she woke up and see that, then she... OMG!! She gently bite her lips and stick her tongue out and smile at me. LOL!!! Then I erm... go back to sleep. LOL!!!

My own problem...

I am too dependent on myself. When I have my problems, I will solve it myself. So dun worry. I'm glad some are worried, but i can resolve my own problems quite ok. Blogs are just thoughts of what i have and what i wanna let go. But I am still a cheerful person.

To be Or Not To be

I am in the middle of my own confusion. Because of my childish act with friends, people think I am really childish and knows nothing abt being mature. I guess, it does hurts. I just wanna clarify that I don't wanna be mature wherever I go and when ever I go. This sucks!! I guess because of my young-looking face, this makes me more suitable to the word childish bah! LOL.. Darn! I think i will now choose when to be childish than when to be matured.

Btw, petty! I encounter people who are very petty and petty to the max loh. I was once petty, but as I grow, I tend not to feel anything about it, and even I do, I will just forget it in awhile. But some friends of mine are really petty lah! ARGHHH!!! My mother tell me for them to be petty for real small things, they are just those immature losers and will not success in anything. The real successor will be the one able to hold his ground and tolerate and think in the situation of chaos than those who feel for themselves and just themselves over little things. So don't let them enter your life, let them live outside ur heart. Then u will left with those in your heart to care for and not waste time for those around your heart.

Got it and like that loh.

Its so normal day loh. Went out with Kokheng, he bought so many things for his men, just because others do it too~ LOL.. Then he called me ask me where I am then i say Levis's store. Then he say he come meet me. I waited like 15mins then i called him about his where about then he say he at Levi's store. Then we both HUH!!! Where the fuck are u!!! Lol.. Then he is in the department store Levis and I am at the Levis's shop outside. LOL.. very lame loh! Then we just walk straight to the store I frequent. YEAH!! I got it baby! I got the thing i wanted. NO, not clothes. but .... TADAH!!





It have IPOD DOCKING!!! Its a radio, Alarm Clock, CD player and Ipod Player!!! Just for a $99bucks! Cheap!!!!! okok, i've been wanting it for 3months. So I decided~ LOL... I nearly bought a TV also because my mother wanted one in her room, den dun wan dun wan... I think I will go buy one day and surprise her, just to make her SMILE!!! Hope I have enough!

I really very impressed on girls shopping, they seem to have so many things to buy and shop around loh!! Unbelievable. And one more thing!! I hate the crowds. They seem to come out blocking than shopping lah!!! ARGH!!! Nearly bite them!!

New Zealand

For some who dunno what i meant for really nice place to died in, this is almost it, but not perfect without a house and my dogs...


Lying on the meadows!!! WOOHOO!!!!!

Kokheng

Went out shopping with Kokheng last night. Actually I didn' intend to ask a lot of people from the start, but well, BQ prompt me to, so I ask loh. Then Desmond and his wife agreed, then comes BQ agreed. Then I tot it will be okay loh. But the plan turn abit sour loh. Because they always want meet up then ask me to set. Then i set then all put plane. Then this time I really had enough loh. Desmond at around 5 plus sms me say he not coming because his elder sister come and she doesn't visit often. Then i ok loh. Then BQ msg me say he NOT COMING BECAUSE TOO FAR EVEN THOUGH HE HAVE CAR. Jieyun at least she let me know her real thoughts la, she was lazy and did not say cannot. But she say she will call me after she finish her work, which she did loh and she even wanna make the effort to meet us. Thats very nice. So when I was out of the house, seeing all this msg I really very fed up la... Then Jieyun suay suay is smsing me, then I tell her, I had enough of all of them loh, everybody ask me set, then in the end not coming, waste my brain cells and I scolded the **** word. This time they really pissed me off loh... But sorry Jieyun, the word is not meant for u la, because U are the sweetest k~

Then me and Kokheng keep talking cock and walk around, planning to buy things but dunno why VIVO is so big and it lack of good shops and nice clothes for this season loh. I think I will wear singlet for new year. Or maybe the feeling for New year no longer there loh. And Valentine is coming........... guess it will be quiet loh. And I have to congratulate Aloysius for successfully getting the girl of his dream. Thats good!!! I've lowered my criteria which seems high to someone. LOL... I change it to intelligent and happy and the feeling must be there. LOL.. I think intelligent wise, very hard. But who cares.... LOL..

Meeting Kokheng later again for shopping @ Bugis, really hope can get what I wanted!!!! ARGH!!!

Green, Global?

Slowly, everything will be gone..... I always love the sun, the trees, mostly the greens. Still can remember that day when I was going home during my poly days, I was staring out the window and I saw the whole vegetated forest was destroyed and flattened. My tears rolled down. Yes, you may say I am dumb to drop tears for trees. But i find that they are really living with us. Without them, we cannot survive, remember?

Today when I was taking the bus home, I saw yet again another vegetated small forest turned into a highway. I am so sad you know!!! Wah lau... it is scary lah.... I know you guys will say I stupid or what and that is not a good word. If you all think that way, then u are just one of those who dun cherish the things u have! Hahaha... really am sad about the trees.

Trees are just like human, they are planted and make to live and grow up tall and in the end, with a signature and its gone~~ Haiz..

Is there a plan?

Fascinating topic to me. Just wanna unload some thoughts in my mind, I dun intend to make it simple and explain much for all readers understanding as its my own thoughts. But are all education really for preparing YOU to the adult's world??

Is there a plan?

Since the start of the new born child as a little boy, a baby. We were taught to eat, walk, talk, jump and many many things. But the evolution of man changes drastically. At the age of 4-6, we, same as any other child goes into basic studies either nursery or preschool. So more education flooded into our mind. Then comes the amateur learning phase, the primary school or elementary school for some. What did all learn? To make friends and play and not all of it is studies. Then comes the advance part, to the secondary school. This is where the decision started.

At the age of 13 - 14, u simply have no idea of much things around, unless u are a kid that mixed around, or else u will be one of the 65 percent of the young teens not knowing much about this world. Then comes the age of 15 when u are really mixing around and parents really letting you lose. U start to date, u start to think of ur short-term future if you're thinking is mature enough. This is a dangerous age where u can commit to anything, and an age that accepts everything. For some you started to learn smoking as a cool act, for some you started to know studies are important, for many, being the coolest and most attractive in your school are the utmost priority. Make sense?

When it comes to exams and all the stress comes in during your N and O levels, U started to worry about not being able to get out of your present school and go into Junior College or Polytechnic. After the Os, u start to go out and mixed around and have fun going to Sentosa, know more friends, clubbing, getting drunk and wasted while waiting for results, and some will work and earn more during this waiting. Once the result was released, u are happy, u are sad, either way... No matter where u go, u will have to make decision. Age of 17, u enter a new school, where it be JC or Poly, it doesn't matter. For JC, u will tend to slog all day and night for ur CCa and also for ur A levels. And you think this is life. For poly, either u work hard or u get a just passed diploma out to the world. When this is all over, and u realised how much fun u have and how much education u have, but suddenly at the age of 20, it slows down.... Good graders will get into Local University, while the rest?? Comes out to work for the future....... is this really what life is about??? I bet many who did not work hard enough will tell the youngsters to study hard or else will regret.

This is so ironic as this chain will keep on-going.... And you think smart people are real smart? And do you think possessing a paper is really that important? Why wait till the age of an adult and regret? I know it will never make sense to anyone who read this, but i do know what i wanna say. I regretted...........

THESE ARE JUST MY THOUGHTS, YOU MAY TELL ME YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, BUT THIS UPDATE IS NOT FOR ALL TO UNDERSTAND, IT'S FOR ME TO REVIEW IN THE FUTURE. Thank you.

Thought of the day!

It is really scary what human can do to each other.. It is scary that one person evil thought is scarier than ghost and mythical monster. Aloysius told me something last night which was quoted out from W.Shakespeare, he said, "this world is like a stage and we people are just players." To me, I think this world is a stage thats right, and people are stage worse nightmare.

one random day, i asked Leong wai and Bryan what powers will they want if they have the choice to choose, both said power of time. Reason? Simple, they say if they did something wrong, they can go back and undo it for good. For me, i think being able to read the thoughts are more applicable to me. Because I am always curious abt human thoughts. And by having this power, I am able to know what people are thinking.

Don't u feel awkward when u are entering a train and as you are boarding it, people start to stare at u? Don't tell me not to think so much, maybe they are thinking of somethings and it is human reaction to look... But have u encounter the same thing? Maybe it is just human reaction. But what happen after the first human reaction look? What really came to their mind? This is fascinating isn't it?

Lets place another example here. A lady going home late and was entering a lift and a man charge in as the door closes. He also wanted to take the lift. What came into their mind at that moment? The lady obviously will be petrified by the way the man stop the lift door, and after that? Lets break these thoughts up. The lady will be thinking:
Lady
1) He is highly possible to be a robber.
2) He is possible to be a rapist and a robber.
3) What to do when he strikes?
4) I don't wanna died?

Man
1) She's hot.
2) She must be rich, rob her?
3) Rape her?
4) I am so paiseh about just now?
5) Should I bathe first when i reach home or bedtime story for my girl?

There can be many thoughts, but what isit at the moment? Curious about it? Thats why i want that power! LOL..

Mother

Thank my MUM!! She make my day.. She told me her lame shit thingy and I cannot take it, its damn lame la. She go cut hair. As she is the naggy one at home, I didn't expect she tell me today she go cut hair and the hairdresser talk alot... LOL... Thats lame the way she say it lah!!

Today my cousin aka godsis came to my house with my auntie to give us some new year goods. Heard she wanted to go Australia as her course ( Tourism thingy ) needs to go there and need some cash. So i offer my support to her also. As long as she get to enjoy there then is the most important thing!! So dun worry about money, need it then come to me.... LOL.. know u wont. LOL..

limited temper

I am very very very angry!!! argh!!! but I have to control!!! WHAT THE HELL!!! ARGH!! Damn the driver attitude!!! ARGH!!

haiz.. I guess its always better to have ur own car......... or next time just F it, take cab! Wait the bus for so long and end up unhappy and is very unhappy!!!! ARGH!! PUI!!! darn the service!

totally grew...

I really dunno what i wan and I just say out what's in my heart. And sometimes its a good thing and sometimes it turns sour. Being straightforward is awesom...e... but it still feels weird after knowing it sucks. My life turning topsy turvy and I still cant do anything about it. What I wan? I really dunno... and I really am afraid I will tend to hurt people and it sucks. I guess, once again, I will MIA from my msn...................

slowing down the pace.

Its too quick.. Time to slow down... I think I have to re-plan what's ahead of me. Its been tough. I always think for friends and family. But now i have to take a step back and make some of the things for me, where there is just me. I really hate my personality that worry what friends and family think of me, but now I guess, why should I care? just let me be selfish, just this once....

First Step.

First step loh...... :)

Think about this.

Why do people or teacher always say a person should talk little and see and hear more. Is it really because God gave us really 1 mouth and 2 for everything just to let us know? For me, its a different case. To me, he wan use to use our mouth more powerful than our other organs because others need 2 of it to operate well. Yes u may say u have a nose, but the whole nose system needs two nostrils. So test it for yourself if u can breathe comfortably with just one nostril? What Im talking about? It is just another thought of the day.

To me, mouth is the most powerful weapon for humans. Why is that so? This is because by using ur whole mouth system, u are able to manipulate alot of things. For example, U use it to command or to ask your friend somethings that u are unsure of and in return u get the answer. If u are really good with ur mouth system, u are able to persuade people. For example, a lousy product that no one thinks it could be sold and this salesman just talk for an hour or half of it, u was then sold. Why? Heck it if it is a form of pity to the salesman, whats important is he sold it with his speech-giving. Human are very weak and the weaknesses are all in the heart. U can physically hurt a person, and the person can get over it. But when u truly verbally stab him or hurt him, he will remember forever and the hurt is permanent. For example, you have a very good friend, and u betray him by really insult him in front of all people. It will really hurt him, am I right a not? Indirectly, I hope you guys know why we were given one brain....

So I should say can u hurt people by using ur eyes, nose, ears? Ans: NO!! So next time, when u guys wanna say something to ur friend, use the two most important weapon for human, Brain and Mouth.

Bad food day

Today went to SBL with Leong wai and Bryan and end up disappointed not onli once, but twice!!!! The food we choose seems to be suck up to the core la!!! Damn Suay!! How nice if there is delivery service here. Monday KFC, Tuesday Pizza, Wednesday Mac, Thursday KFC, Friday, nah!!! LOL...

Handing over!!

Yay!! Today handing over all my things to my understudy!! And I will take care of invisible things and I can finally go enjoy my sun and my swimming pool and my IPPT gold target!!! SO TIRED!!! LOL!! I totally fell in love le!! Of cos not with a human la, is with the song by Aslyn!!

RICH so what!!

I was watching tv for this 2 days!! Surprisingly and made me abit angry. LOL.. Thats why i hate TV. This guy was so rich that he booked whole restaurant for this lady and even gave a 10carat diamond to her and ask her be his wife. Then she reject, he say I dun believe there is nothing cannot be bought using money, I am giving u a status to be his wife and so many movie stars wanna be with him, he also reject. He even say what u have now is all I given u. Then the lady just took off her coat and earings that he bought and give it to him and the company she set-up with his sponsorship give it back.

This morning woke up, was watching this story telling show. And it was a story about this congressman who love fish. And he keep saying I dun believe there is nothing in this world money cant buy!! If i ever hear this from anyone in my friends circle, he will get one times good one.

still haven find a blogskin i like and lazy to create one myself.......

SICK!!

Cant get all the shit out of my nose!!! LOL.. use vacuum cleaner I think also no use loh!!! So xinku. Then I wake up around 0930am to walk ard hoping it will go and I can go back sleep. Too bad, its not on my side. Jieyun sms me asking me about my condition. very sweet. Thanks~!! So at ard 11plus, a very sick looking guy went out to buy lunch for a perfectly healthy brother sleeping. Haiz. Got back and watch tv, lying on my extra big family sofa like king littat. LOL. Then I just remember I forgotten to eat medicine and I took out. Haiz. This time I add the flu medicine.

And i totally KO! When I woke up, out the window is like this:

I guess the 2.0Megapixel camera phone is more powerful then my eyes. I cant see so clearly when I use my eyes loh!!! I think i onli have a VGA eye. haiz~ LOL!!!

KIDS!!

Just watched Wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai. The kids are so adorable!!! I wan! I wan!! LOL!! They are so naive and happy and so simple!!!!!!

Found The Place Already!

Yeah~~ my sister ask me where I wanna go and I couldn't made up my mind. But after awhile then i realized, I GOT IT!!! Thanks for asking me, or else maybe I dunno when then realized! Its New Zealand. Just find a vast land and stay there, build my own house. Slow pace life. And she describe rolling on the meadow all day long. And imagine lying on the soft grass just stay there and look at the clouds and the non-glaring sunshine. WOW!!! I love it. I guess, i will try to save up and migrate there. wow.. i can still imagining~!!! I just want some peace from this urban, modernize and polluted world...

An Unexpected Chat.

I was not feeling well, yes I am and I went out with Desmond to grab some stuff for new year @ Bugis. We chatted and walked around and around. Finally settled down in MOS burger, I felt a sudden feeling of me going to faint. So I suddenly stone. Then he very shocked.... Then i slowly recover from it. SCARE me also.. So paiseh if I timber~ LOL. Then I took a cab home even it caused a lot because I rather faint a cab then MRT!!! However, I chatted with this driver. We exchange our idea on why nowadays more and more people get easy sudden heart-attack from running and died. Then he asked me what will I do next when I ord. I say, Uni then Police. He was curious. So i tell him the reason why I wanna be a police. He was very impress with me loh. He tot I am just a teenager and can talk so mature!!!! I am an adult!!! Ya, he say I mature in my thinking and that is obviously very good.

But he made up to my 7person list who say I will make it to be a great and famous police. Of course I felt please and more motivated. I just hope I can get in bah!!! Please accept me by then!! Pray pray!!

Thanks alot.

I wanna thank a lot of people. I wanna thank training branch. They gave me a family to be in. If its not for them, I may not come to realize what others mean by saying you will get to know great friends in Army. I also wanna thank god that I found back some long-lost friends which I did not stayed in contact for yrs, not to mention Karen and Audrey, Im sorry. Also Peiqi, a new friend found through Karen. Wanna say sorry to peipei if I've hurt her. Nicole, I will always remember you even though its be 7yrs since you are resting peacefully. Wanna also thank my Polymates, Desmond, BQ, Kokheng, Jieyun being there when I need them and also been my bestest of friends.

Of cos last but not least, my daddy and mummy who took care of me and spend millions on me till who I am today. I will continue the teachings from them. I will be a better man day by day. Don't know why today a bit worst then emotional. Maybe this is the one time when I am sick and I was in camp, helpless and made me realize LIFE itself.

Felt just 1% better

BLog awhile for Karen and Peiqi sake even though its not interesting. LOL. Seen an army doctor and he say its because I nose sensitive thats why will hve headache and sick. I totally blur. Headache all the way. Peiqi, thats so sweet to come see my blog. LOL.. Sorry too easy satisfied. LOL. Karen!! U can sms me ma. I know u having one camping trip right! So can SMS mah... LOL.

Sick.

First time very alone in camp and sick and sick and sick... after this i think after this blog, i will not blog for days and weeks.

Downpour in me again

Dunno why... very numb and still very down and super sad. Dunno why. How to stay cheerful tomorrow? try to smile bah..

HOME!!

This morning when for a jog/walk with Chinsiang and Clarence. LOL. Then at 0830hrs I called Karen to wake her ass up! She say her voice will become men in the morning.. dun think so leh!! Although not the sweetest voice I've heard, but know is a girl lah...

I am home again! LOL... Now watching Tyra, not really wanna watch it, just need some noise in the background. They were talking about girls safety when they go clubbing or pubbing. Its really useful tips for every girls in Singapore too.

Saw Yingying comments in my friendster, LOL!! I still remember our Taiwan Trip deal. When my friends all are ready, will ring you up one! LOL...

I am so damn interested in Psychology lah!! Because I always like to sit just still in the bus or anywhere looking at people. Their actions, the way they walk, the way they talk, it produces their own kind of languages from their mind. Then these things are so wide that anybody can use their imagination to derive conclusion on what they really are thinking. Too bad... Its takes real long to study and also expensive!!!! I think just buy a book and read bah! Really a very interesting thing to do! Ok.. then one of my criteria for my future wife, added, must love to observe people so that we can discuss together. I know to most are boring that is why its a criteria!! LOL.

And Joel!! My blog where got sad? LOL!! is I sad mah.. not my blog! LOL!!

sick...

Very sick.. but still have to keep my normal face going. Going to breakdown soonn.. just wait. LOL... Now currently alone in the branch. Hungry, later try to grab some food I guess. Damn tired and on msn just stone there. Head spinning but dun wanna sleep and waste this few hours. Life is short!! Hahaha....

Gathering!

Roy roy roy! He is back from Aussie! Then we had this short meeting at Bedok. Was laughing so happily in the hawker centre! Damn funny because there is Mr Chua Chin Siang!

Aloysius was saying his relationship with Miss Kitty is getting on great and nice to hear. That is so good loh! ALl the best. Yalai already have le, just that both shy bah! LOL. Just the sacred question will do. LOL. Roy of cos the same old girlfriend lah! LOL. And MR Weiwen!! He still dating.. dunno same girl or wat. LOL. Today den i know the difference between dating and relationship. SO chim!! Chinsiang, everyday see... got target, not trying yet. For me, not interested... Let it be..

Was quite delighted about something~ but too bad, very wasted. LOL... hiak hiak hiak~~~

Sleep loh!!!! air -con so cold~~

Travel!!

I wanna go travel again with friends leh!!!! Aloy! Leong Wai! Weijie! All PEEPS!!!! I too in love with traveling and taking lots of pictures of everybody lame, fun and happy face without the office craze. Tot of the trip to Genting was so fun! LOL... Next stop, Thailand or Taiwan.. Hope money can save till then. LOL. ARGH!!!

Tot of traveling, I wan go Malaysia again to Tamah Sentosa for the SEAFOOD AGAIN!!!! Life is short, make it worthwhile. LOL!!

Sloppy... training...

This early afternoon went out to RSA with Johnathan and Saykai. LOL... Went there and haha.. end up we 3 are so disappointed that we laugh it away. LOL. Talk and talk and talk. LOL.. Josh came over to meet us with Alvin. I was so tempted for the discount for Adidas wear that I agree to go with Josh and Alvin to shop at Adidas. However, it ended with sadness! There is nothing to buy at all. Feel kind of miss home, so I went home accompany my daddy and mummy. After that I went for a jog. Hahaha. RUN? I went to test my own 2.4km run and got 10.24mins. LOL. Thats not bad for Silver already. then i continue the trip to Ponggol Park for another 8 rounds. Shaggy now. LOL...

I love my Daddy, Mummy!!! I think guys at my age like going out have fun and just not around at home. But I've from that kind become stick with my mummy. Mother's Boy??? NAH!!!! I just love them alot!

Btw, Karen!!! My ideal gf is sweet, wenrou, lovable, filial, know how to cook and love me one. I always tot there is no such person. LOL... I guess everything happen for a reason.

The jog and him.

I was jogging just now and it rains. So i took a break at the void deck far away from my home. LOL. Sian!! Did some static.. and I saw Daniel. there, we talked about our past. He was my "friend". We use to hang out in the area and some stupid things happened thats why we were "friends". This is the story... I was 15 when me and him met in the area. We play basketball together, eat supper and have met a lot things together. I introduce Nic ( adopted child by my neighbour ) to him as he say he likes her. Cut the story short, after those sweet honey moon days with Nicole, Nic called me saying he have other girls and beat her when he is not in the mood.

Bad day? nah.. so i confronted him. End up......... Nicole went to the police and Daniel? Jaw is broken. Daniel was sentenced to Boys home and nv seen until today.

We were laughing at it though. LOL.. As he asked if me and him can still stay in contact, i refused and I walked away. Sorry dude. Was thinking whether if I did not have this memories, will my life be happier?

Shopping!!!!

I wan shopppppingggg!!!!!! ARGH!!!! SHOPPING SHOPPING!!!!

Memories keep coming!!

Soon, really will wanna hide from this world. Everyone seems to have the view of her. Going crazy soon. Today, morning go to the movie biathlon, but end the day with a movie marathon, with AVP2 with Leong Wai and Bryan. I wanna say sorry to Saykai! We left you for movie. really few bad, and I think we 3 end up feeling cheated of money. AVP 3 is lame. It does not stand for Alien VS Predator 2, it stands for America VS Parasite 2. LAME SHIT!

Back home now, feeling very moody and emo again! When can i get this over? get a new memory? or just let it stay in my heart and emo me everyday? LOL.. thats is why, I going for a run in a few mins time. LOL...

The Turnover

Ahem... tomorrow will be going for the movie marathon... SO Early!!! Today message Karen, dunno what happen to her, no reply. LOL. maybe saving her smses. LOL. Just now forgot to bring along my phone home and I have to take ferry back in and out again to book out! Damn it!ARGH!!! LOL. Then have dinner with Josh, Saykai and Wai Leong. Had a great chatting session and on the way home.

And came across their internet and saw josh wanna take this sports and wellness course which I am so interested in since I am in poly, but due to my grades in Secondary school, nah. but now there is a good chance. I think i will go for it!

Tears O_O|||

Was just listening to 会有那么一天 by 林俊杰. Looking at the lyrics, wah... touching loh!!! Nearly drop tears because too sweet le... Saykai was singing this in Kbox but i was not looking @ the lyrics and just mumble few lines and now I've seen it.. Emotional leh! Karen! This is not emo!! This is feelings. LOL. Its a happy thing because I have feelings...